Mother has been very proud of my self-control as I have not made unauthorized cummies in over 2 weeks now! As her little pansy, I too have been proud in being able to please her, not unlike a toddler getting a gold star for a dry-day on her potty training chart.
Despite my faithful devotion to Mother's will, she remains worried that I might spurt again very soon, either in a backslide of sissy delight, or due to the sheer unpredictability of my premature ejaculating penis, which remains so undersized it could be considered a 'clittie'. That said, Mother really wanted my peenie to again be secured within the steel confines of my BON4 chastity cage. This is not only to prevent any wayward orgasms, but to also begin working on my 'goals'. One of which is to lose weight, given I have become a bit 'tubby' in recent years. Obviously, Mother intends to use my chastity (or release from it) to serve as rewards/punishments for progress in this department.
Before bedtime, I assembled several different configurations of my BON4Micro cage. As previously stated, I have had trouble with irritation to the skin of my testicles. After an hour I felt some discomfort so I decided to try my 2nd BON4 (called the 'BON4M'), which was the next size up. This seemed to give me less irritation since the 'head' where the tip of my penis goes does not dig into my sensitive scrotum as much. Given this, I decided to go with the BON4M.
UPDATE: I did successfully spend the past 12 hours in chastity, including being locked up all night long. I was happy that I was able to get comfortable enough to sleep given there was a foreign (and somewhat heavy) object on my most delicate of places. Although I did get some sleep, I occasionally stirred from my slumber, reaching down to feel the condition of my encased genitals. There were times when my testicles felt a bit crushed (a side effect likely due to tossing and turning that is normal to my usual sleep patterns) and other times were I sensed slight burning due to friction from the areas where my chastity rubbed against my scrotal skin.
Overall I made it through unscathed after a full half day in chastity. I removed it to check for any damage. Aside from an indentation from the underside of the cage itself (pictured), there were no major marks left on my scrotum. While the BON4M itself fit well, I am not through trying to make the BON4Micro work since my rather smallish penis feels much more snug and secure in it (whereas with the BON4M there is a lot of unnecessary open 'real estate' left in the cage section).
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